Dogs 2013

RELAPSE
(6/22/13)


it's not
what
you think

I'm still
sober

but the
madness
of those
first few
years
has been
returning
recently

you
know
what I mean

take
the alcohol
away
and I felt
cured
but was still
very much
insane

mind dry
it all seemed
so clear
what I
and everyone
else
had to do
to make life
right again

I crooned
my craziness
in daily songs
of disillusion
to anyone
who would
listen

it is
not
nearly
so bad now

but I do
find myself
humming
ever louder
as the days
go by

a symphony
may be
in the offing